Ashley:
I still feel like I’m in a dream.
I can’t even bring myself to process what happened yesterday…
It makes me sick to my stomach. I can’t help but think about how I could have lost my baby.
I know God is the only reason she is still here. I don’t even remember thinking about what I was doing while she was turning blue. It all seems like such a blur. I firmly believe the Holy Spirit guided me and allowed me to stay calm.
God is good.
After doing a full work up, we still have no answers…
In the emergency room, despite the extra support yesterday Kylie desat multiple times and was bagged to bring her SATs back up.
Our transplant doctor is even stumped. The main concern is that the rejection is progressing despite the recent treatments….
We will all meet today to discuss what the next steps will be.
I can’t help the anxiety that has taken over me. I want to know what is causing this increase in oxygen needs so quickly but then at the same time I don’t want to know. I’m scared of what the answer will be…
Please please please pray for Kylie
I love you all so much and while I don’t always have the mental capacity to comment back all the time, the comments really help me so much when I’m feeling discouraged. I truly couldn’t do any of this without each of you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart
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